No time to write any more, and no energy to muster words. Signing off for a while. Not sure when I’ll be back.
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Computer Woes by the Trifecta
I’m back, here at my author blog, and able to post again. Computer problems have prevented me from doing that for a while. It’s a combination of three things actually, or maybe four. I’ll chronicle them for you.
First, back sometime in the second half of 2013, our old laptop died. We’d had it since October 2004. It was a faithful friend, needing little attention. Whatever happened to it, it was gone. That left us with the other laptop and the desktop in The Dungeon. Lynda has her “office” on a card table in the living room, so I let her have the laptop. I have always done the bulk of my writing on the desktop, so I continued to do that. I just didn’t have a computer (excepting my Nook) to use upstairs.
I’ve been looking around towards replacing it. We’ve had Dells for years, so I’ll probably stick with them. We’ve been happy with their products, except for a certain shipping mistake that it took a couple of years to get right. That was in part my fault for abandoning the process rather than pressing the issue. Once I found the right person to talk with they made it right by the next FedEx shipment. But the need to research what’s available, the possibility of leasing rather than buying, and of using cloud-based software has caused me to hesitate. Those reasons, plus wanting to make sure finances are ok to make the purchase. So far I haven’t, but I think I’m getting closer to that time.
Then, shortly before we left for our May trip to Boston, I was suddenly unable to log in to this website and make changes. On the login page I got 17 error messages, all related to specific lines of code or needing to enable cookies. But cookies were enabled. Talking with a couple of people in an on-line writers group, I learned that it appeared that the theme I had selected, Erudite, had been abandoned by the creator. Some change in WordPress, perhaps, hadn’t been upgraded on the theme. I went to the theme message board and left a message. So far as I can tell there’s been no answer.
Finally, a Facebook acquaintance, John Doppler Schiff (that’s what he goes by), said he could go into the code and bypass the Erudite theme and get me up and running with a default theme, after which I could do business as normal and pick a new theme. That was delayed for the thing I’ll mention in a later paragraph, but now it’s done. He said it took him all of five minutes, perhaps less. Next week I’ll go about looking for and installing a new theme. I think that’s fairly easy to do.
Then, the day we left for Boston, I couldn’t get on a browser on the laptop. We were rushing to get things together and get on the road, so I didn’t worry about it, thinking it might be a temporary glitch. Alas, when we got home I found out it wasn’t. Still no browser. I could connect to the Internet, because I was able to save files to Dropbox. I took it to the shop, and learned that the problem was related to the XP operating system, now no longer supported by Microsoft. But the computer was licensed for Vista, so they were able to upgrade with no software charge. That was great. The week they had it, not so much. Or the fact that the second monitor no longer works.
Then came the big one. On Tuesday, while I was speaking at a lunch meeting of a professional group, a text came in. When I was done speaking I saw it was from a nephew, who wrote, “You aren’t in Turkey, are you? Think your e-mail was hacked.” I got back to the office to find it was true. It’s happened twice before, and changing the password was sufficient to recover. But this time the hackers were malicious. They changed my password, deleted my stored e-mails, and changed the primary e-mail address so that security notifications would go to them. Then they set up a mimic e-mail account but with aol.com as the ending, and began firing off e-mails that looked like they came from me.
I’ll make this short. Over a period of five hours I was able to get it all changed back. That included an hour and a half on hold waiting to talk with Yahoo. An hour of that would have been unnecessary if a certain webpage of theirs worked. It didn’t, so I had to call them. But I’m not upset with Yahoo. They were able to restore the deleted e-mails (I may have lost two hour’s worth, at most). I alerted aol about the bad guys, though I don’t expect them to do anything. No harm done except to the nerves. If any security e-mails went out to the aol address, I suppose the bad guys might have more information than I’d like. I’ll have to see if anything happens.
So, except for replacing the second laptop, I’m up and running again. For the last month or two I’d been pretty regular in my posts to this blog, on Tuesdays and Fridays. Hopefully I’ll return to that with no problem.
In a State of Rebellion
Over the last week or two I figured out what my problem is. The symptoms are that for the last month I haven’t felt like doing much. I come home in the evenings and just play computer games or read Facebook sites or…similar things.
I didn’t think it was burnout. I completed Operation Lotus Sunday in late May, and did all the publishing things by mid-June and had it up for sale. The before the end of June I had “Kicking Stones” polished and published and “Charley Delta Delta” written and ready for the critique group. I have multiple projects I could move on to next. One of them, a professional essay on learning, is written and half-edited.
Writer’s block wasn’t the problem either, as the ideas are flowing, and any time I did sit down to write the words flowed well. And my lethargy, if that’s the right word, spilled over into other areas. I quit checking the mail for bills, or checking my bill pile for what was due. I quit updating my financial spreadsheet, which was months behind. And at work I quit doing a number of the routine things I’m responsible for, focusing instead on the non-routine things. And I came close to quitting blogging, and updating my Facebook author page.
My problem wasn’t that I couldn’t do what I needed to do, it’s that I didn’t want to do what I needed to do.
Then it finally hit me: I was in a state of rebellion. Not against authority, but against responsibility. I was thinking of the carefree days of youth. I had been diligent for so long in all my work areas (home, office, writing), church, health, etc. that I was tired of being responsible. So I let all my responsibilities go, except I did keep working on getting to a point of better health.
I came on this realization over the last three weeks. To pull out of my rebellion I’ve been slowly ramping up my activities. I wrote a series of blog posts here last week (or maybe it was the week before), and did some posts on my other blog. That felt good to be writing again. Next I tackled my household financial spreadsheet. I managed to get caught up on expense and income entries last weekend, though I still have distribution and balancing to do. And tonight I verified that all checkbook entries are in the register and added the balance. So I think I have a better grasp on finances now.
At work I began to get back to doing those routine things. The last two days have been good as I got caught up on a bunch of training records, getting completion certificates out and managing our on-line training subscription. All that is pretty much up to date, and tomorrow I can tackle some other things.
With those off my mind, I can turn to the responsibility of ordering books to send to my launch team, and for selling by hand. I have a few people who want to buy them. And then I can turn to completing the essay and making an informed decision on what writing project to jump into next.
I’d love to write more, but I’m out of time if I’m going to be responsible about doing all that I must do, so I will end this. While at the doc’s office today I wrote out a schedule of blog posts for both blogs. I have the next two weeks covered, so you should see me here more often.
AWOL from the blog
I have been extra busy this week, mainly with workplace related issues and at-home things to do. I’m working on a post for later today, and if I can find enough time on breaks/lunch I’ll have something posted before the workday is over.
Something in the Air?
Yesterday, driving home on my evening commute, traffic was awful. Not awful in the sense of heavy, but in the sense of drivers doing extremely stupid things. Cutting people off. Crossing a five lane highway with a car length to spare. Running red lights. Failing to take a turn when it was safe. Driving at excessive speed, even more so than normal. Zooming in and out between cars just to be one car ahead when stopping at the next traffic signal.
I wanted to say, “Suppose they learned to drive in Bentonville Arkansas, and suppose they were idiots. But I repeat myself.”
Now, today, the craziness seems to be in the on-line writing sites I look at. A literary agent has made a post, “I Don’t Need No Stinking Agent,” a push-back against various self-publishing, anti-agent gurus. Then, in the Indie Author Group on Facebook a fight has broken out over negative posts. Yesterday, at the agent blog I read most a guest post was a blatant sales pitch for a writer development service costing $37 or $55 per month. About half the comments were negative. This morning that post had been pulled.
What’s going on? Is there something in the air that is causing normally sane people to do crazy things? Are the stars aligned in Vertigo, or whatever crazy scheme people think controls their destiny?
Today is primary election day in Arkansas. That could be the reason for the Bentonville traffic nitwits but not the on-line stressors. I just know I’ll be driving home very carefully tonight.
Busy Writing, Just Not Here
I haven’t posted anything here for a while. I’ve been writing, just not here.
Last week, May 3-4, I attended the Story Weaver’s conference of the Oklahoma Writers Federation, Inc. This was my first time to go to this conference and my first general market conference. I spent several days preparing material. I figured this was my last big hurrah as far as pitching In Front of Fifty Thousand Screaming People goes.
Since coming back from Oklahoma City on Sunday, after family activities for several days, I’ve been busy with two projects. One is preparing two submittals requested at the conference. I got the second one in just before 10 p.m., so that is over. The second is proofreading and final editing of FTSP. That’s going fairly well. I’ve read 138 pages of the 321 page manuscript. I had hoped to finish this by Friday, but obviously won’t.
I also completed a column for Buildipedia.com, my twelfth. I’m under contract to do another, which is due May 18. I expect them to keep coming at two per month.
I’m also spending a little time on The Candy Store Generation. That’s what I shared at BNC Writers Monday night, and what I hope to get back to in a big way as soon as FTSP is put to bed. Still 8,000 words to go, but some research needed before going too much farther.
Consequently, I haven’t spent much time with my blogs, especially this one. And I don’t expect to for the next week at least. I’ll try to pop in and let you know what’s going on, but realistically I just don’t have the time to spend on it now.
My Kingdom for an Internet Connection
I’m writing this at 10:07 AM, Central Time, at my computer in my office at work, taking a short break from what has been an intense morning of work so far.
Tonight is our biweekly meeting of the BNC Writers. Normally between meetings I send out two e-mails to the group: one at about the midpoint between meetings, just saying high and updating everyone on what’s going on in the writing world, and reminding them of our next meeting; and one the night before reminding them of the specifics of the meeting. Last night when I went to bed, as soon as my head hit the pillow, I realized I hadn’t sent the e-mail. No problem, I thought. I’ll send it first thing in the morning.
But this morning, after my devotional time, after I printed my first-of-the-month forms, I discovered I could not connect to the Internet. Not a big deal, I thought. Our e-mail seemed to be working, so it must just be a modem or router needs resetting. As soon as the IT department gets in they’ll take care of it.
But I still couldn’t connect at 08:30 when I went into a one-on-one training meeting on floodplain modeling with a young engineer. When I was back at my desk after that meeting, at 09:30, it still wasn’t available. An e-mail from our IT guy said it was external. Sprint is having issues, and had not given us an ETF: Estimated Time of Fixing. I saw him about 09:45 and he said it’s a major issue for Sprint. They mentioned problems in Fort Worth TX and maybe even on the west coast. So this is not going to be solved any time soon.
Great. The one day in fifty when it’s imperative I send an outside e-mail first thing in the morning and we don’t have the stinking Internet available. And, I e-mailed a client late on Friday, after he’d left the office, telling him I’d completed a task and asking for instructions on what I should do with some documents on Monday morning. It’s some stuff his lawyers need concerning a lawsuit. Since the Internet is down, only our internal e-mail is working, not our external, and I don’t have his instructions. Guess I’ll have to use the telephone.
When I made my to-do list for today, I figured I’d use some time on the noon hour to begin my research into corporate leader ages, data required for Chapter 4, “Boomer Corporations”, for my book The Candy Store Generation. That research will require the Internet. Will it be available to me? It’s now 10:35, and that little circle on Internet Explorer is just spinning ad nauseum. Still no Internet.
Oh well, I could always walk during the noon hour. I could drive the two miles to the Bentonville Public Library, ignore the librarian who wouldn’t add my book to the shelves and use their computers—calling ahead first, or course, to see if they are on Sprint and thus out of service. I could read some in The Federalist Papers, which will serve both for research and promotion for a couple of books. I could work on the formatting needed for Volume 7 of the letters of John Wesley. I could pull up a study document I downloaded a few months ago concerning the Harmony of the Gospels, and read and/or print a few more pages to supplement what I’ve done with it so far.
But none of those are what I want to do. So I’m an unhappy camper right now. Which is 10:40, and the Internet is still down. If you are reading this, you will know that Internet service finally returned, and I just cut and pasted this into my blog.
P.S. I came home at 8:15 PM after writers group. An e-mail I had sent to the house from the office (with this text) was in my inbox, so I guess Sprint/ATT fixed their problem.
Miscellaneous Monday Musings – On Tuesday
I had great intentions to blog yesterday. I did so over at An Arrow Through the Air, but didn’t get back here. We had quite the storm yesterday and last night, and actually it’s not over. Radar shows another storm wave is about to come over us, probably more potent than the last couple.
I’m batching it again, Lynda having gone to OKC to help Richard and Sara with grandkids and other things. It’s a busy time for a young pastor and his wife, and it’s good to be close enough that Lynda can go up there from time to time and help out.
So in my temporary bachelorhood, I should make good progress on a number of fronts. I should get the income taxes done—except I haven’t even touched them the last few days. I should get caught up on the family budget—except that has gone the way of the income taxes. I should maybe clean somewhat in the house, and use this opportunity to throw out some things that Lynda’s saving, but which she will never actually miss—I’ve ignored all that.
What I have done over the last two days is write. I added over 4,000 words to The Candy Store Generation between Sunday and Monday. I wrote all of chapter 4, Boomer Congress, and most of chapter 14 (the last chapter), Had Enough. At the same time I completed some good research on Saturday, did some more on Sunday and Monday [the rain just started again], and outlined the remaining research for the book. I don’t have a lot more to do.
I can now see an end to this project. I at first thought it would be around 40,000 words, but the chapters are completed in fewer words than what would make up the 40 thousand. That tells me I’m more likely to be around 35,000, maybe even a little less. I don’t want to pad the book and make an arbitrary word count. I feel already that I’m more repetitive than I want to be.
All other writing is on hold, except for articles for Buildipedia.com. My last one went up Friday March 16. As of a few minutes ago it had been read 132 times, but remained unrated and without comments. That’s how all of them are. These are informational pieces, not subject to controversy and not likely to generate comments.
Meanwhile, over at Suite101.com, I haven’t written an article since February 2011. Changes in the Google algorithm in February, May, and October of last year pretty much killed the site. Page views and revenues (which had never been much) dried up, and continuing to write didn’t seem to make much sense. Except lately page views are trending upward, and revenue has somewhat recovered. So far this month I’ve earned $5.29 for my 127 articles. That’s not much, of course. For the full month it might come out to between $8 and $9 dollars. But every little bit of revenue helps.
A few days ago I received this comment on my article on George Washington’s cabinet:
Mr. Todd, Thank you for your article and your work. It gave me a nice insight into the workings of the early government which I needed for a class. I made sure you received credit! Mark I.
It’s not exactly fan mail, and doesn’t make me a rock star among writers, but it’s a nice comment. I’m glad I was able to help a student out.
I haven’t yet pulled the trigger on writing for Decoded Science. I may do so after I finish TCSG.
Interspersed with all of this, I should be preparing Doctor Luke’s Assistant for Kindle and Smashwords, and making one last round of edits on In Front of Fifty Thousand Screaming People before also e-self-publishing it. I think, though, I need to get two to three thousand more words done on TCSG before I pull off for a short while and tend to these other books.
Well, these musings have certainly been miscellaneous. This week I may blog a few times about TCSG, or at least about the premises behind it. They say that a blog, to attract visitors, needs to be about something more than yourself. It needs to give value to a reader. I don’t want my blog to become a political blog, but since TCSG is about a political topic, a few political posts will be necessary. Hopefully I’m going to post all the rest of this week on that.
An Interesting Post About the Current State of the Publishing Industry
Leave it to Joe Konrath and Barry Eisler to take on the titans of the publishing industry without fear. In a recent blog at A Newbies’ Guide to Publishing, Joe and Barry take apart a post made elsewhere by Scott Turow. Scott is the president of the Author’s Guild (I guess; so say Joe and Barry). His post was against the recent lawsuit threats made by the Department of Justice against Apple and five of the Big Six publishers.
The lawsuit is about price-fixing between Apple and the five, based on Apple’s “agency model” for e-book sales via Apple’s iTunes store. I’m not sure I fully understand what the agency model is, but that’s probably not germane to this post. Suffice to say that DoJ considers it price-fixing, and are in the process of taking the perpetrators to task.
Warning: Joe and Barry are not shy about the language they use. You will have to wade through a few four letter words, though not too many.
The writers basically say that Turow and the Author’s Guild are supposed to represent authors, but the post appears to be one in favor of publishers at author’s expense. Turow argues that the actions by the five were justified because Amazon is taking too much market share. This is bad for the literary world in that it will restrict consumer choices and reduce author income.
This is clearly ridiculous. Amazon’s e-publishing platform and store have busted wide open the stranglehold that the Big Six previously held on book distribution. Consumers now have a much greater range of choices, and authors have a distribution outlet that doesn’t require a Big Six or Little Seventy-Five (or however many other publishers there are) contract.
One wonders why Turow and the Author’s Guild aren’t sticking up for authors. I’m working through the comments on Konrath’s blog. It will be interesting to see if Turow himself leaves a comment, or if anyone defends him.
I have no stake in the traditional publishing industry (or legacy publishing, as Konrath calls them). So far they haven’t deemed my work worthy of inclusion in their publishing plans. Then again, the world isn’t beating a path to the door of on-line publishers to buy my stuff either. As I’ll report in the next post to this blog, I currently have no submittals pending to any traditional publishing outlet, neither agent nor publisher/editor. I think I’m pretty much locked in to independent publishing from this point on.
But I have nothing against the traditional publishing world (other than they don’t recognize my obvious genius :), but I’m going another way. This lawsuit, if it comes to that, will be an interesting development. If the Five lose, it seems that will hasten the day when they will be obsolete.
Writing and Christmas
My writing work continues, though slower than I’d like it to. Last night was a good example. This was my last night before having to devote all my efforts to the Christmas trip we will take. Yet, preparations for that trip were already necessary: making three batches of Chex Mix. This is a task that has lots of down time. Mix the mix, put it in the over, stir it every fifteen minutes, done after an hour. In an hour and ten minutes you have about 55 minutes to do other things. So in three and a half hours that would be 2 hours 45 minutes of “other things” time.
What other things could I do for writing? My novel In Front of Fifty Thousand Screaming People is begging me to edit it. I’m hoping to e-self-publish it in March, cover permitting. The two items I’m eSP-ing before that are ready to go, waiting only on covers. So I can spend time on FTSP, and have let it sit enough time since writing it to have some fresh eyes on it. This seemed as if it would be the best thing.
I could also have taken a little time to make some minor edits to this website. Several things are needed, some of which I can do myself, some of which I’ll need help with. The things I can do myself I should get going on.
I also have a few publicity/promotion things to do for Documenting America. I’ve let those go this month, doing a little research into places where I want to promote it, but not near enough to decide what to do. I could do that in 15 minute chunks.
But what I decided to do instead was something I wanted to do for some time: try to figure out these indecipherable explanation of benefits forms from Blue Cross/Blue Shield. From the couple of procedures I had from the ehrlichiosis and the rheumatoid outbreak that followed, I have a bunch of medical bills. It seemed like way too many. But I was dreading doing it.
But I used those fifteen minute chunks to do that. I gathered all my EOB statements (well, I might be missing one or two from early in the year) and put them in order. I found the group health insurance policy and any amendments that have been issued since the policy was. I began going through the two. The policy was, as expected, more indecipherable than the EOBs. I think, however, I finally figured out the EOBs, and understand what the policy covers, where the deductibles apply, etc. Looks like I have a bunch of money to pay out.
Over the Christmas holiday we will be with our son in Chicago. He’s going to help me with website corrections, and hopefully we’ll have some time to discuss covers and even for him to do some work on them. Hopefully I’ll have a few hours to edit FTSP. And to read for enjoyment as well as for writing craft. I’m looking forward to it, even to the long drive.