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My St. Lucia Genealogy

The probate file confirmed what we had pretty much concluded beforehand, that George Victor Hepburn was NOT my great-great-grandfather. More likely he was my great-grandmother’s brother—though that is not yet confirmed.

Part of the reason for our recent trip to St. Lucia was to see what we could learn about my St. Lucia roots. We have a lot of what I call “family lore”, but not much of that is backed up by documentation. My maternal grandmother talked about St. Lucia all the time, and how they were high society there, having servants.

She came to the USA in May 1918, and my mother was born in September that year. I found documentation for those two events, a combination of recordings on calendars made by my grandmother’s uncle David Sexton. And we knew my grandmother’s mother, Henrietta (Hepburn) Sexton Harris. She lived well into her 90s, and I knew her and spent many a holiday when she visited in Rhode Island.

Although, it wasn’t until I made contact with cousins in New York City, the children and grandchildren of my grandmother’s half-sisters that the full story came out. But it came out as family lore. Henrietta was one of six siblings, but the cousins couldn’t agree on who those children were, nor on the name of her father. They agreed on three of the six, but not the other three. So, as the years progressed, I knew a trip to St. Lucia was necessary. But would it be productive?

My grandmother, Alfy Sexton, a year or so after emigrating to the US.

The answer is yes. The first morning our son and I drove to the St. Lucia archives. It’s not a big building from the outside, and they were in the process of moving from one building to another. But the women working there were friendly and helpful. I paid the research fee, then Charles did most of the talking. He had the names we were interested in, the type of documents we hoped to get copies of, and the years of interest. Meanwhile, the archivists were anxious to see the photos I had, and to scan them. One lady worked on scanning while another did a preliminary check of their indexes to see if maybe some of the documents we were interested in were in the archives. After the public hours closed, they would do a more complete check.

This was actually more than we’d hoped for. I had heard that the St. Lucia archives had few documents, and those disorganized—that many documents were destroyed in major fires in Castries in 1927 and 1948. Maybe some records were lost, but it seemed they had many extant, and an organized system for retrieving them.

We went back the next day to see what they actually found (in many places, sometimes an archive index can be erroneous). This gave us a chance to pick and choose what we wanted to have copies of. While we were doing this, I noticed the receptionist had one huge book open and was transcribing records. I didn’t come up to look over her shoulder to see what the records were. Suffice to say that additional deeds or marriages or birth records or powers of attorney or probate matters were added to the digital archives that day.

Those were the only two days we went to the archives. We paid fees  (cash only, though they take US dollars) to receive digital copies of the documents, and they came a week later as email attachments. Family lore was confirmed in some cases, but confusion added by other documents. Oh well, we have time to sort it all out, come up with ancestral link conclusions and working theories of paths for future research.

I’ve researched in a few courthouses in the US, but this was the first time for me to go to a foreign archive in the hope of receiving relevant documents and data. A good experience, though I suspect this was a one-time only experience.

A Long Awaited Trip

Rain almost every day produced many rainbows.

Years ago, I hoped to someday travel to St. Lucia, the land of my mother’s ancestors. Well, that was their land for a generation or two. They came to St. Lucia from St. Vincent, their neighboring island in the Caribbean.

But life got in the way. There was work and marriage and raising children then overseas posts many miles and time zones away from the Windward Islands. Our travels during our expatriate years took us in other directions.

An unusual view for a Thanksgiving dinner.

Then there was more work, days of accumulation in anticipation of retirement. That retirement finally came. We had money and time to go, but no real gumption. It seemed that all the years of activity had consumed a lifetime of initiative, and so here we sat, in Northwest Arkansas, waiting for energy to overcome declining health and move us from our easy chairs to seats on a plane.

Finally, in June of this year, our son said, “Let’s go to St. Lucia,” giving us the needed push. Two other family members wanted to join us on the trip, but in the end were unable to.  In trying to accommodate the most people, we settled on Thanksgiving week just past. We had timeshare points to burn.

The view of Castries harbor on our last evening.

So, on Nov 24 we flew from NW Arkansas to Charlotte, NC, spent a night (as planned) there due to the difficult connection, and flew on to St. Lucia. We had seven wonderful nights there, flying back on Dec 1, able to do it all in one day due to an easier connection.

The trip was a mix of genealogy research, meeting people I’d met online in my preparation for the trip, meeting a relative there (2nd cousin once removed), seeing the house my family owned and lived in, and experiencing my family’s culture, though obviously far removed in time from when my grandmother emigrated to the USA in 1918.

One post will not be sufficient to tell of this trip. It was sort of magical. In terms of genealogical research, we accomplished more than I expected. We should soon receive information that will allow us to get back one more generation with confirmed documentation. I found my great-grandfather’s grave in a cemetery with no grid pattern, and where most of the stones were broken or badly weathered to the point of being unreadable. The family house was awesome to see, and we learned much more about its history.

Alas, it wasn’t all fun and research, as a future post will tell.

Expect additional posts over the next few weeks, as time allows. I’m still waiting on photos from others, and am very busy buying one house, prepping this one for sale, and moving hopefully before two more months pass.

Meanwhile, many people have told me I have to write down everything I’ve learned about this side of the family. I actually started on that last Tuesday evening. The tentative title is Stories, Secrets, Legends, and Lie. As they say, stay tuned.

A New Tale for the Vagabond

The legacy books were once a part of my journey. They are all gone now.

For a long time, I thought, if I ever wrote my autobiography, it would be titled The Journey Was A Joy. But as started to write it, that seemed wrong. I thought that would instead be the name of the last chapter. As I thought about the journeys I have been on—spatial, physical, spiritual, professional, intellectual, avocational—I decided instead I would title it Tales Of A Vagabond. I’ve written the first six chapters of that.

I’m about to embark on a new chapter of the vagabond life. For a long time Lynda and I have talked about moving to be close to one of our children. The choices were Worcester, Massachusetts and Lake Jackson, Texas. The problem is, neither of them may be in their current locations for a long time. Either of them could pick up and move in a matter of a few years. Knowing that, we’ve been slow-walking our decumulation efforts, as readers of this blog will know. Our son in Worcester finally convinced Lynda that the better place for us to move was to Lake Jackson. I had been of that mind for some time.

The health journey is also a consideration.

A couple of weeks ago, a house across the street and two doors down from our daughter came up for sale. To make a long story short, we found the house to be perfect in size and location. Through a realtor we made an offer, came to an agreement with the seller, and are under contract to buy the house. Closing is scheduled for Dec. 8.

Monday, we met with a realtor (husband and wife team) in our house in Bella Vista.  Within a day or two we will likely put her to work as our realtor, and get the house listed ASAP. We think it will show well (if we can get it at least somewhat more presentable) and hope it will sell reasonably quickly. Our time to move is between Dec 18-ish and April 1. I have knee replacement surgery scheduled for Jan 27, so it may not happen then depending on when we do make the move.

Interest journeys have been part of it, as writing became a part of my life.

Am I excited? No. The amount of work before us is massive. Slow walking isn’t going to get it done. The worst part will be leaving our church of almost 36 years. That will be hard.

We’ve been in this house for close to 24 years, and in this area since January 1991. That kind of stability probably negates the idea of me being a vagabond. But life isn’t defined only by your physical location. My life has included many other types of journeys.

If I live long enough, like into my nineties, it is likely that this won’t be the last move in the vagabond journey.

Published: A Walk Through Holy Week, Vol. 6

Volumes 1 through 6 are now published.

I continue to make progress on editing and publishing my Bible study series, A Walk Through Holy Week. All eight volumes have been written for a while, awaiting me to do the required rounds of editing. Slowly, as other pressures of life allow, I pull of the files of the unpublished volumes and do the rounds of editing required, then move on to publishing.

Last week I completed that for Volume 6Gethsemane, Arrest, and Jewish Trial. It covers the period between the Last Supper (and Vol 4 and 5) and the Roman trial and crucifixion (the future Vol 7). He’s what I say on the back cover:

Gethsemane, Arrest, and Jewish Trial is Vol. 6 in the Bible Study series A Walk Through Holy Week.

This is the point in Holy Week where the story gets confusing. We have multiple venues, and people coming and going, some of it described in the Bible, some of it taking place “off camera” but easily inferred by what the Bible does say and by understanding what’s going on.

This volume looks at all of it, from when Jesus arrived at Gethsemane with his disciples until the dawn trial by the Jewish Sanhedrin, right before Jesus is sent to Pilot for the Roman trial. Divided into seven lessons drawn from all four gospels, this volume is suitable for a small group study, especially leading up to and including Holy Week, or for an individual Bible study at any time. Each chapter is divided into seven sections, allowing the book to be used as a study-devotional.

A Walk Through Holy Week will eventually run through eight volumes. The author suggests they be studied one volume a year, leading up to Holy Week and concluding around Easter.

The book is available as both an e-book and paperback at Amazon, as are the other published volumes.

It Is Well With My Soul

Written by Horatio Spafford after most of his family died in a shipwreck, “It Is Well With My Soul” has blessed Christians for 150 years.

In mid-October, we visited our daughter’s family in Lake Jackson, TX. On Sunday we attended their church. One of the songs we sung was “It Is Well With My Soul”. What a wonderful throwback for me. Let me set this up, as neutrally as I can.

There’s no doubt I live in another culture than most of the people around me, than most of the people in the church I attend. Modern music leaves me flat, both popular music and church music. As far as popular music is concerned, with few exceptions I’m stuck in a world that ended in 1974. That was the year of my religious conversion, senior year in college. Right after it came my move from Rhode Island to Kansas City. More or less simultaneously I made the move from the liturgical church to the evangelical church, and from popular music to church music. But to be honest, popular music had already moved away from my preferred tastes. Give me the songs of 1961-1965 and you can have the songs from 1974 on. How far am I removed from the music of pop culture? When Tom Petty died in 2017 and there were huge headlines, I said “Who’s Tom Petty”, and ignored the story thereafter. It took me another five years to learn who Tom Petty was and what he meant to pop music.

When I entered the evangelical church world, I fell in love with that music, mainly what was popular in the 1970s and into the 1980s. Bill Gaither. The Imperials. Lanny Wolfe Trio. Doug Oldham. Andre Crouch. Now I’m stuck there, again with some exceptions. But added to the music mix for me was all the wonderful hymns of earlier decades. I found the music moving and uplifting. Give me the hymns of 1840 to the gospel songs of 1980, and I’ll be happy.

I suppose I’m stuck in the 1970s with my church music preferences. Almost all the songs sung in the evangelical church since then leave me flat. Oh, I can sing them with gusto, my stroke-and seizure-altered voice now drowned out by the loudness of the instruments. The songs of today give me a momentary lift. I suppose the message they tell is good, but the music style mostly leaves me unmoved, especially with the similarity of form (verse-chorus-verse-chorus-bridge-bridge-bridge-verse-chorus-chorus-chorus seemingly ad infinitum).

So anyway, I’m a guest in this church service on Oct. 12. The worship team consisted of three women singers, a keyboard, rhythm guitar, flute, and drums. They all mixed well. The third song (I think it was the third one) was “It Is Well With My Soul”. This was one of those songs I was introduced to in the evangelical church in the 1970s. I for sure never heard it growing up in the liturgical church.

On this day they played it “straight”. No chorus added as a bridge section, no endless repetition. No overly modern instrumentation. Just the simple verses and chorus, played into the sanctuary at a volume that let me hear my own voice. The third verse, which is always my favorite, moved me to tears as it always does.

My sin, oh the bliss, of this glorious thought!

My sin, not in part but the whole

is nailed to His cross and I bear it no more

Praise the Lord, praise the Lord oh my soul.

Needless to say, I was transported back in time five decades. I don’t expect that to happen very much in the future. But I had a chance to think back to the mid-1970s, when my life changed, and the music changed for me as well.

Miscellaneous Stuff

One side of the blue sheet is letters already transcribed, the other side is yet to be done. I still have a long way to go. That’s how it was a couple of weeks ago. It’s slightly better now.

The only way I can describe what went on the last few day is they were filled with miscellaneous stuff.

On Monday, I had a regular cardiology appointment. Everything must be okay, because the P.A., who was a touchy-feely person, said some back in six months.

On Tuesday, Lynda had a regular cardiology appointment, rescheduled at the cardiologist’s request. We figure everything was ok, since he said to some back in a year. On the way home, we stopped in a convenience store and got some pumpkin spice coffee for Lynda and house blend for me.

Also on Tuesday, I wrote a letter to my youngest grandson, finished typing edits to my latest Bible study volume, and submitted a proposal to our pastor for a new lesson series for our Community Group.

On Wednesday, I had an appointment with my new orthopedic surgeon, replacing the one who I had already seen but who left that practice.  He said my knee was pretty bad and that I was a candidate for knee replacement without having to go through further P.T. But I have to get clearances from five doctors first (cardiologist rheumatologist, neurologist, PCP, and dentist). I’m working on those. On the way home, as a reward, I splurged and got a large Dunkin’ house blend.

Also on Wednesday, at 10:15 p.m., Lynda said her heart wasn’t feeling right and she needed to go to the ER. We did so, getting home after 4 a.m. after whatever was wrong corrected itself without the need of medicine. I slept well, waking at 7 a.m. to go about my day in a somewhat zombie-ish fashion.

Which brings us to Friday. We have the pest control people coming at 11 a.m. At 2 p.m. we have a follow up to the ER visit with our PCP team.

All week I’ve been reading in J.R.R. Tolkien’s The Silmarillion. It’s a real slog. Thirty percent through and I’m getting nothing from it. I figure I should read this early mythology before I tackle The Hobbit and The Lord of the Rings, but if I’m not getting anything from it…. I suppose I’ll plow ahead for a while longer. Surely it will get better.

This week I’ve also done a little research on St. Lucia, St. Vincent, and Union Island in the Grenadines. The reason for this, apart from genealogy, will be revealed in good time.

Meanwhile, I continue my work of transcribing my father-in-law’s World War 2 letters. I now have 121 finished. The to-be-transcribed stack is still very large, still maybe 140 or so. Of course, that’s what I said twenty or thirty letters ago.

So it’s been a week of misc. stuff—filled with things to do, but without a nice rhythm. Perhaps next week will be quieter and better organized.

Author Lauri Cruver Cherian

Lauri and her fourth book

A few days ago, we were in Lake Jackson, Texas, visiting our daughter and her family. On previous trips, I took some of the grandkids to the planetarium as a small outing. The lady working the planetarium on the first of those outings was Lauri Cruver Cherian. We conversed a while, learned we were both authors as second careers, both members of local writers groups, and that neither of us lived in our native state. We connected on Facebook, and have kept abreast of each other since then.

So when I found out Lauri had scheduled a book launch event for her newest book, to be held in Lake Jackson at the same time we were planning to be there, I built my local schedule to have time to attend. While I’ve attended author events before, this was my first time to attend an official book launch. My reasons for attending were to support Lauri, also to get some ideas on how to do a book launch should I ever decide to do one for one of my books.

Reading from the book at the book launch

It was held at the Lake Jackson Historical Museum in the downtown area. I arrived about 25 minutes early, and was the first one there other than Lauri and a couple of workers. That gave me time to make a quick circuit of the first floor of the museum. It included well-presented displays, and I marked it as a place to come back to on a future trip for a full tour.

The book Lauri presented was Come On In, Don’t Be Lonesome [available at Book Baby and to be released 10/31/2025 at Amazon]. It’s a story based on events in her family history. Her grandfather ran a rooming house in the Seattle area (so she’s a transplant to Texas). Lauri read from the first chapter, and it’s obvious the book is seasoned both with salt and humor. It looks like it will be a good read.

I counted about 35 people in attendance, though it might have been a few more. I think she sold a good number of books, and was kept busy signing copies, her husband helping with the selling. Alas for her, I didn’t buy a copy. Our decumulation effort has resulted in my paperback book buying budget being $0. We have to see things leave the house, not come in. Possibly I’ll get an e-book copy.

Check out Lauri’s website. It has more information about her and all four of her books.

As for the book launch, it was extremely well done. Advertising by her and the museum no doubt generated the good attendance. Looking at the infrastructure she set up (four tables, one for selling, one for signing, two for food); banners; podium; sound system; computer with slide show going) made it all look rather daunting just thinking about all the work involved. I think I’ll still go with publishing my books without formally launching them.

Letters, Letters, Letters

One side of the blue sheet is letters already transcribed, the other side is yet to be done. I still have a long way to go.

Having completed (more or less) my project of reviewing, organizing, and deleting redundant scan files (originally numbering around 3,400, currently less than 100), and having completed transcribing my great-grand uncle’s diary of his 1921 trip to St. Lucia (in preparation for my trip there in the next few months), I have now only one remaining active special project: transcribing my late father-in-law’s World War 2 letters.

I have made progress on this; yet I’m not close enough to the end to know when that will come. At the end of my transcribing on Saturday, I had finished exactly 100 letters. Each has been pulled from the green plastic bin it sat in for at least 30 years, been dusted off, unfolded, deciphered, and the words and other key information added to an electronic file created especially for it, one file for each letter. Then it was put back in the bin in correct chronological order based on date of writing, not on the postmark. At the same time, I entered the letter into an index file formatted for eventual inclusion in a book of these letters.

I have only a few wartime photos of Wayne, this one of him on the left and his brother Ray on the right,

They trace the life of Wayne Cheney from his graduation from high school in 1942 through his leaving home for work/school, his enlistment as an 18-year-old, until his discharge from the army air corps in late 1945. So far, most of the letters are those written by Wayne to his family (dad, mother, two sisters) back in little Fowler, Kansas. Many of the envelopes include a “censor’s stamp” when he was located at a forward base overseas. A few have words excised with a razor blade as the censor removed something he thought inappropriate. A few of the letters are from his mother, a few from his older brother who was also in the army, and a few from his sisters.

That’s based on the 100 letters transcribed so far. I haven’t counted the ones not yet transcribed. Such counting seemed like a waste of time. But based on the thickness of the letters not yet done compared to those done, I estimate I have 120 to 150 more to go. I find I can only do so much of this work in a given day before I hit a wall of fatigue and have to shift to something else. Three letters a day is about my limit. At that rate, it will take me the rest of the year to complete the transcribing, accounting for trips and holidays.

Once that’s done, my plan is to take Wayne’s war diary/journal and integrate it with the letters. Before his death, Wayne typed his WW2 journal, adding a post-war supplement to it, and printed it in multiple copies. I gave one copy to his son, kept one, and trashed a number of duplicates. The electronic version is somewhere on a diskette in an old Word Perfect file. I think I will scan the printed file to text and work with that.

I don’t have a lot of photos from Wayne’s service year, but what few I have I’ll add in.

I have no idea how long this book will be. If the letters average 500 words and there are, say, 240 of them, that’s a 120,000 word book not including the diary/journal. That would be a sizable undertaking, and is possibly biting off quite a bit more than I can chew.

But there’s nothing to do but continue, and make this unfiltered history a little more accessible for the few who will be interested. If I’m able to complete the project, I’ll give a copy of the book to the Meade County Historical Museum, the Fowler Library, and give a copy to each near relative, I suppose. I’ll make it available on Amazon should there be a cousin or two interested.

And Miles To Go Before I Sleep

This dates from around 1906. I hope it transports ok.

Perhaps a few readers will recognize the title of this post at the last two lines of Robert Frost’s poem “Stopping by Woods on a Snowy Evening”. It was a poem I hated all through secondary school, as a progression of English teachers tried to convince us it was a suicide poem. I just couldn’t see it.

Still can’t.

But I can see how it is a near-end-of-life poem, as the poet-narrator contemplates he has miles to go yet that snowy evening, and miles yet to go in his life, yet is tired, both physically and socially tired.

I’m feeling that tiredness. No, I’m not suicidal nor am I longing for the end of life. But I know I have many fewer miles to go than I used to, especially after the health challenges of the last year and a half.

Two things brought this home to me recently. One is related to our ongoing efforts to decumulate. When we returned from our road trip to the East, I contacted a nearby cousin to whom I promised to give the old shadow box (pictured above) handed down to me from my paternal grandmother and dad. It displays photos of my great-grandparents, their five children who lived to adulthood, and a hairpiece, perhaps from the gr-grandparents wedding day. If so, the hairpiece is about 140 years old, and the shadow box was put together around 1905.

This has been in our possession since 1997 and displayed on our wall since 2002. I think it looks good there, but it’s time to pass it down to someone who will enjoy it for many more years than I have left.

May God bless these girls in what I hope will be a long life before them.

The second thing that made me once again realize the miles I have to go before I sleep are many fewer now than they once were happened in church Sunday. It was a special service with our English and Hispanic churches combined, and with elementary-aged kids in adult church with us. We took in new members, dedicated babies, and baptized new believers. I sat in the second row, and five elementary aged girls sat right in front of me.

Two families joined the church, people I haven’t met yet. Two families, each with two children who looked to be pre-school age. Seeing that made me think: these are the upcoming leaders of the church. Then I looked at the girls in front of me and thought: and these girls will be in the next group of leaders. That gave me both happiness and sadness. It’s kind of difficult to explain.

I withdrew from church leadership over twenty years ago, deciding it was time to allow others to step forward. In the ensuing years, I’ve refused a couple of invitations to step back in to leadership. At the same time, in the world at large, I more or less withdrew from modern culture. I watch almost no modern TV, don’t go to modern movies or listen to modern music. Don’t know the current stars of either except a few, by name and sight but not by performance, who are too ubiquitous to miss.

Out of church leadership. Out of modern culture. Both by choice. There’s a bit of sadness that brings, but also relief. It’s sad to get rid of that 120-year-old shadow box, but also a relief to be unburdened from one family heirloom, knowing it’s going to someone who will likely cherish it.

These two things made me think of the fewer miles I have to go. I suppose I’m a little sad about that but now awfully so. Time to enjoy the woods filling up with snow, and not worry about the miles.

Working

Slowly making progress transcribing these.

Taking a break today from my last series of posts (on the Goldilocks Zone) to report on my recent doings.

Today is a rain day. No chance to work outside unless the rain clears this afternoon.  So I’m working indoors. Also, since this is a Saturday, the only stock market work I had was wrapping up my weekly spreadsheet. I greatly simplified my spreadsheet in June when I resumed trading activities, so that spreadsheet updating now takes all of ten minutes.

I transcribed four of my father-in-law’s WW2 letters. I’m now up to 65 complete. It looks like well over 100, maybe as many as 200 yet to go. I never said it would be quick or easy.

Yesterday I finished the second editorial pass (the first pass having been two years ago) on Vol 6 in the A Walk Through Holy Week study. I think two more quick passes and I’ll be ready to publish.

Typical rainy day activities for me are filing papers and updating the check book. Not really feeling like doing either one today, but we’ll see. For sure I’ll get in an hour or more of reading. Oh, yeah, I’ll have to prepare supper, and perhaps vacuum.

The fun days of retirement.